19
Nov

When a friendly email becomes a formal one…

By Rei 0 Comments
Categories: Uncategorized

When I was chatting with Yvonne, we came up with some strange stuffs. For example, what happens if you want to say ‘I miss you’ in a formal way? So I decided to turn this informal email (created by me without referrals. It’d be a concidence if any content is similar) into a formal one.

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Get ready? Go!

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Dear Matt,

Hey, what’s up? Enjoying your life with that new girl? What about Tom, is he fine? Just so you know, I am hooked up with this cute dude named Alvin! Gosh, he’s just so cutie, unlike you. Haha.

Opps, mom’s calling. Tell you more in the next email. Don’t miss me! See ya soon!

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Just a normal email from a very close friend to her best guy friend. :)

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So now, what would it be if it’s formalised?

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Dear Mr. Matthew,

First of all, I am writing to enquire on your well-being. I sincerely hope you are doing well and wishing you a good start with your new partner. Shall you have any information on Mr. Tom, please drop me a line on his well-being as well.

For your information, I am partnered with a gentleman named Mr. Alvin, whose physical appearance is the opposite of you.

I apologise for the short email as I have a personal issue to be settled. I would write you another email with more details. Please keep your emotions in check and clear your mind as in regarding my matters.

Looking forward to seeing your reply soon.

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Tada~! If you ask me, I think I can live my life without formal stuffs. Thank you very much. Lol. If you find this post funny, do comment~ If you think it’s rubbish, oh well… life without rubbish isn’t life. Take a look around, how much garbages we throw every single day?

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Hope you enjoy your day~

13
Nov

Sarcasm + Etc = ?

By Rei 0 Comments
Categories: >CoMpLaInTssss and ~PerSOnaL~

Be aware of my sarcasm in this post. I mean it. Beware
of other elements too. Because if you cannot get it, then don’t sue me. Haha.
Alright, let me take you a tour into the mind of a sarcastic (as well as deeply
troubled) person now.

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Sometimes I feel life couldn’t get worse than now… though in reality, I
know it does. But oh well, I’m feeling depressed here so you don’t have to pour
salt onto my wounds… just to see if it hurts.

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Now that I have got my heart shattered beyond repair, my work load getting
heavier, my emotions running wild, my friends are all too busy with things, my
brain is on constant brain cells slaughter, my dreams are becoming nightmares,
my appetite is ruined, my sleep is derived… What else could be worse for an
office lady like me?

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Wherever I go, I could hear those just-so-heartbreaking love songs. Love
songs are meant to be romantic and intend to make the listeners feel life is
hopeful since you won’t know when your prince charming (or princess charming
for guys) is riding on the white horse to ask your hand in marriage. But they
make me cringed, because for all I know, mine turns out to be the famous ‘Romeo
and Juliet’ with the exception of the suicidal ending. Just because I am not
suicidal enough, of course.

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Yeah, there are heart broken songs everywhere and those are brilliant.
Exactly how I feel. If you know Mandarin, this song named ’I know’
(translated to English since I’m basically a banana) by BY2 is simply
fantastic. Here are some translations.

First with opening part:

从来没想过 I have never thought before

不能再和你牵手 Unable to hold hands with you anymore

And the chorus part:

我知道你还是爱着我 I know you still love me

虽然分开的理由 Although the reason for our separation (breakup)

我们都已接受 We have already accepted

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No matter it’s a hopeful song or a heart broken song, it still manage to
make my day a raining one. I wonder, if the sky is crying for me? Thank you for
being so understanding.

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My colleagues are asking why my mood is so gloomy nowadays. I don’t know
is it they didn’t notice my FB status or they simply want to hear it from my
mouth. Either way, I don’t know how to answer them except saying ‘It’s just
personal stuffs’. I mean, I couldn’t (and won’t) have said ‘Yeah I got my heart
broken and I’m single and available now. Would you like to introduce some dudes
to me?’. It would have scared the wits of them, won’t it?

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When I wake up, it must be around 5 or 6am regardless of the time I sleep
in! I guess my internal alarm clock must have some issues. Serious issues.
Problem is, how am I going to set it the right way? And when at night, no
matter how tired I am, I’d still dream. And dream about my shitty life.
Precisely, it’s my broken relationship.

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As if my life isn’t depressing enough. Now even my dreams taunt me? Damn.
Just what did I do to deserve such things anyway? It’s not my fault to begin
with. If a certain person isn’t being unreasonable and barbaric, then our lives
could have been happier. Sadly, I had to encounter such a person and that
person is the oh-so-important one. The main factor of everything. What else
could I say? Since reasons won’t reach that person’s ears, and that person is
as stubborn as a steel… well… I became the black lamb. Meeeeeeeeeekkkkkk.

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The only missing parts would be a ritual table with half-dimmed candles,
skulls, blood written curses or sharp kitchen knife. The only existing parts
are an innocent black lamb trying to escape… with a crazed witch tailing behind
and a scared assistant hiding at a corner. Ready to be sacrificed. Meeeeekkkkkkk.
Already branded as a sacrifice.

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Many people told me to care less, mind less, think less… and then my life
will be brighter. But hey, if it’s that easy, we won’t have psychologists now,
right? I know somewhat it is the truth, I understand their good intentions.
Just that, I am stubborn as well. Especially when I know the main source of
problem is not from the both of us, but someone else! Okay, that aside… it damn
hurts. Though some people told me, I take things too seriously.

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Perhaps so. If only I see this as a normal process in life, maybe I could
have been better. I don’t know how long will it take for me to reach that
stage. But I know, before I reach it, there are a lot of things I would have to
do. Wish me luck, I guess. Or better yet, we go out together! But my friends
are always busy. So envious of them. Why can’t I be as busy as them? Heck, my
weekends are like vacant slots waiting for interested parties to take a view
before signing on the rental agreement. And I am like an agent trying to find
those almost-non-existent people.

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Oh well. If you finish reading this, have you laughed? Or are you scared
out of your wits? Drop a comment. Let me ‘hear’ your thoughts. You seldom see a
sarcastic Rei posting such entries.

 

25
Oct

Our memories, my past

By Rei 0 Comments
Categories: ~PerSOnaL~

This post will be long, will be detailed… It’d be the memories I want to keep, even if it’s a past now. I don’t want to regret, having to forget those memories we had together.

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In 2006, the start of diploma.. I met many new friends. The most notable are those with English names - Steven, Engy, Christina and you. Being in girl’s schools ever since primary, I didn’t know much about being friends with guys, but I guess it went okay… Lol. We started off as friends.

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In 2006 beginning of second semester, you asked for a closer relationship - god-siblings. I agreed openly, as my own brother and I have a big gap in ages. I wish to have a brother who is just a few years older than me.

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Soon, you started to accompany me to college and back from college to my car. And we were getting closer… hanging out after classes… You borrowed me your jacket because I said I am cold in the college hall… You warmed my hands in the library… You patted my head… You used the file to shield me from the sun… You played your guitar for me… You cooked for me… You bought lunches for me…

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Many people thought we were together. I was naive and oblivious… thinking that it’s normal for a brother to do so. I have friends whose brothers are very nice to them, so I shrugged it off as nothing.

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Starting second year, almost more than half of our classmates asked me the same question - Are you guys together? I was annoyed at first.. and mad in the end. Mad because nobody believed me when I said it’s not what they thought. My close friends told me, you liked me. But for some reasons, I didn’t think it was possible.

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So many things happened afterwards.. My sister thought we were together. I was very upset that she didn’t believe me… Towards the end of diploma, I was confused with my own feelings. I often asked myself, is it real that I liked you more than a brother? What if you didn’t feel the same? I was stumped… I was down for a few weeks. You were worried, you asked what happened.

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I couldn’t believe my eyes when you confessed. I was mad that you didn’t tell me earlier… but at the same time, I was also happy… I had so much mixed emotions that I cried. Yet, I told you to get my mother’s approval first, which you agreed…

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You wrote on my notes… saying you wish to hold my hands… want to be with me… You used Jay’s ‘简单爱’ lyrics…. You came to my house right a day after your exam ended… My mother gave her approval. I was so happy at that time… Our relationship started on 29 April 2008.

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You asked for a kiss… It was my first kiss. Our relationship progressed… My family got to know you… We broke the news to our friends… which they still thought we were already dating months before.

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Time flied when it was with you.. July 2008 during my convocation, you surprised me with a bouquet of roses… You said you didn’t know how to buy flowers for girls before. I was so happy you bought them for me…

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A few days later, I went down with high fever. I was diagnosed with dengue and was hospitalised. You accompanied me for those days I had been there… You were so worried. You came early and you left late… I was so touched…

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Finally after 5 days, I was released from the hospital. I rested for the rest of the week before I was back to college. The first day I went back to college, I fell and sprained my ankle. I couldn’t stand up, my ankle was swollen badly.. Every friend rushed to my side. You were in my car, on the way to fetch me… when you saw everyone was around me, you knew something was wrong.

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You rushed to my side. I couldn’t walk, but with everyone’s help, I managed to get into the passenger’s seat. We fetched my mother and went to the traditional doctor. They said I dislocated my ankle…

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When I couldn’t walk, you carried me on your back.. Go upstairs, go downstairs. You were beside me all the time. I went to college still with my bad condition. Chai Lin and Jiah Yin were always awaiting me, who had to walk slowly. I never had the chance to thank all my friends for this. Thanks a lot.

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Because of my injury, my birthday celebration was cancelled. But you still bought me a cake… And I wished time would stop… I loved you even more.

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I shifted house, my mom asked you to sleepover… You were here for a few days and went back to your rented house for a few days. My house was almost like you second home. Our friends thought we lived together.

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This year.. I met your family during Chinese New Year. Our relationship progressed…. There were a few ups and downs… but it was still bearable…

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Everything that you did… You would use a towel to dry my hair after I bath… You would ask me what do I want to eat for tomorrow’s breakfast… You would ask me whether I am hungry… You would pat my hands when we ride on the motorbike… You would look at my eyes before you kiss my cheeks and forehead… You would kiss my forehead before you went to sleep… You would stare at me and wake me up with a kiss on the cheek… You would say, Let’s go to eat anything you like… My family members asked you not to spoil me anymore…

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One night after work, you went to the night market albeit it was raining… You were soaked just because you went there to buy me something I love to eat… I felt that you were so silly. ‘Why still go? It’s raining,’ I asked. You replied, ‘I want you to buy something you like’. I didn’t show it, but I almost cried out of joy…

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We went to Vietnam together… our first trip… Our friends thought we were meant to be.. and that we would end up getting married.. Even your family asked the same… but I expected the problems… I was hoping that we could get it through… At the same time, I was scared that the time was getting nearer… until the time that we were forced to make a choice.. A choice that would badly hurt both sides.

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Yet, I brought up the topic, knowing the risk… knowing that prolonging the inevitable would only bring more pain… You finally told me everything. I was terribly hurt… I expected your choice, your answer, your decision…

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We had no choice…. even if it was a stupid reason for the result..I wonder if I made the wrong choice… Many ‘what would happen if…’ crossed my mind..

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The last image of our last day together was you wearing your helmet… asking me to take good care as I went inside my car to work… That day, we both were oblivious to what might have happen… We both didn’t foresee it was the last day of our relationship. I wish it would have been another scene….

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The memories were so much.. They were passing by as if it was a movie. I couldn’t write down every single thing.. But I’d edit this post if some memories surface… Thank you for everything you have done for me… I couldn’t express everything in a single sentence…

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Your words, your scent, your hugs, your kisses, your expressions, your tears, your whispers, your smiles, your laughter, your love…. I’d remember them all.

24
Oct

So much for my happy ending

By Rei 1 Comment
Categories: ~PerSOnaL~

24 October 2009, the day that marked the end of my relationship that lasted almost 1 year and a half.

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Everyone thought we started earlier than that and the duration wasn’t that short, but it was the truth. Like any other relationship, it started off nicely… only to end badly. I didn’t fantasize that it would have a fairy tale’s ending, but I was hoping it would turn out to be better than now.

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Even if this is my own blog, I spare my readers details. Details are not meant to be written here. I thank everyone for concerning me.. and I apologise to worry you all… I may be realistic, but humans have emotions… and sometimes I lose my cold exterior. You know the copyrighted ‘Rei’s Coolness’? Yeah, I tried to keep that intact, but somehow I lost it someway.

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Thank you for asking, thank you for your support, thank you for being there for me… I love you all, my dear friends. You may agree with my action/decisions, or you may think I’m foolish. Either way, I’m grateful you all care for me. I may not have told the whole story, but I guess, what matters is the result.

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I just feel like I owe my friends a brief explanation and here it is. During this year and a half, ‘we’ went through a lot of things. Some bitter, some sweet, some misunderstandings, here and there… I guess, I never told anyone eh. I’m pretty mysterious in regarding my own emotions. After all, I’ve got ‘fame’ to uphold… Haha… just a small joke.

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Anyway, back to the main topic. Everyone thought ‘we’ were meant to be. It turned out to be the opposite. Every of us has different opinion, so let’s just let it be. I may sound so cold, writing this down as if it is another people’s story. But this is my way of living. A proof of my existence.

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The pictures that you all have uploaded, can be moved/deleted/let it be. But before that, give me a copy. Even if it’s a history, it is still a memory. Thanks.

04
Oct

Sunway Lagoon Water + Amusement Park~!

By Rei 0 Comments
Categories: Uncategorized

So yup, I went with Andrew and his family (grandma, aunt, uncle and two kids). His uncle’s friend brought his family as well. There were 12 people. :)
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We drove there while the others had to take cabs. We reached there at 11 something, bought the tickets (next time remember to bring your Jusco card for 25% discount, but only valid for 6 persons) and began changing. Then we went towards the Water Park. On our way, we saw the Pirate’s Revenge. The 360-degree rotating pirate ship! Feeling bold, we took the ride.

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And oh god… I am afraid of heights. That ride was definitely scary. Roller coasters are all about speed, Genting’s Solero Shot is just a moment of falling… but the Pirate’s Revenge is hanging on the air! Closing eyes are no fun, so I just decided to take in the view. Andrew’s cousin cried because it was too scary. I was scared during the ride but was okay afterward. Do you dare to ride it? :P
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After having our hearts nearly jumped out, we headed towards the Water Park and rented double tubes. Splash splash splash. It had been a long time since I swam or play water games. Great, I have even forgotten how to swim! I guess after a few years, I have lost my courage to try. Lol.

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Went to play the Congo Challenge, went into the African Pythons tubes… but I didn’t try the Cameroon climb. It was a long queue. We basically tried everything that we saw. Lol. Didn’t take lunch and I lost my specs somewhere. Couldn’t find it. I said nevermind, let’s head towards the Amusement Park!

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So my vision was blurred for almost half a day. I took the Roller Coaster, feeling scared suddenly. Years ago, I felt nothing. It was a nice feeling. I guess as people grow up, they tend to lose their courage. I knocked my head behind during the ride. Lol. Again, we rode everything we saw. I mean, it would be a waste if we didn’t, right?

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Finally 5 something… we went back home, exactly same traveling method as we came. I had to wear my sun glasses (of course it has ‘power’), since my spare was at home. I know people would be staring (who the heck wears sun glasses when the sky is dark?) but oh well, I had to become ‘cool’ ya know. :P
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After dinner, it was 8pm. We had discussion… In the end, Andrew had to fetch me back with my car and his uncle had to drive his bike following us. Then Andrew fetched his uncle back to their hotel before he went back home. Pity him, it must be tiring him out. We had a long day.

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It was my first time going to Sunway Lagoon. Ya I know.. shame on me for being born in KL but never went to Sunway Lagoon before. What to do… my family is out of option.. they won’t bring me there. And my friends? Well, I just didn’t have luck going to places with them. Haha. I guess my life is pretty boring.

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Anyway, enjoyed the day. When I woke up this morning, my joints are all painful. :P The back of my head still stings of course. But nevermind, so long I had a fun day! ^_^

19
Aug

Bomb alert?!?!?!

By Rei 0 Comments
Categories: ~PerSOnaL~

Okay, so I started off my day a bit unusual today… To make long story short, I’d just say I didn’t have a nice sleep yesterday due to no electricity, which is caused by the short-circuit of the fuse box.

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That’s not the main point, so let’s move on. I went to work like usual, doing my routine when suddenly a phone call came from my boss. He asked me to delivery the company’s stamps to a place, so off I went to take my car.

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I came out from the parking building… only to find out there was a crowd outside the building, which meant something was wrong. I turned and saw many policemen were sealing off an area, which meant something was VERY wrong. An accident? A robbery? Questions were swimming in my head, but I needed to rush to delivery the items, so I just drove away.

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Later on, when I came back to office, I saw there was an evacuation. The parking building was sealed by the policemen. Many people were nearby, whispering, murmuring, pointing… signs of news transmission. So, being the concerned resident, I went to ask the strangers. Two of them told me the same story - A speculation was passed around that a bomb was inside a building.

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It took me a second to register… Bomb?

If this is the picture you had in mind, that’s not it. They meant this:

Well… Obviously they won’t have this in the building. People would have treated this as a joke. I would have laughed if I see it… So… Maybe something like this?

Anyway, I have no idea how the supposed-bomb looks like. So I leave it to your imagination.

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A lady was saying if it went off, and with a petrol station nearby, it could be a disaster. The words filled my mind with this picture:

Not a very nice picture indeed. Anyhow, I went back to my office, feeling a bit funny having to hear something like this… I mean, if accident/robbery, it’s common. But bomb… seriously?

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I told my colleagues about what I heard and they had the same thoughts as me. So we went back to work, totally unconcerned about the news.

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IF it is in the newspaper tomorrow, then we would be surprised.. I guess. Haha.

16
Aug

Being youngest sucks!

By Rei 0 Comments
Categories: >CoMpLaInTssss

I often hear people say, “You’re youngest? That’s great, ya know!” or “I envy you! Being youngest is the best! See my youngest brother!” and stuffs like that. Most of the time, I only give a small smile out of politeness.

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While my mind screams out, “You don’t know what’s it like at all!” There’s this saying, Always put yourself in other people’s shoes… or something like that, I don’t remember the exact wordings. Give me ten reasons what’s so great about being the youngest, and I can give you ten reasons exactly why I say it’s the opposite.

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The reasons why it sucks:

1) Your sibling(s) is forever looking down on you. You’re their younger sibling, respect them, even if they’re wrong. Their words are absolute so shut up.

2) Your parents are thinking you’re a baby forever. You’re the youngest and most immature. Your older siblings’ words value much simply because they live a few years more than you.

3) Your sibling(s) will say you’re the most pampered one when your parents buy stuffs for you. Most of the time, they will say parents spoil you. They tend to forget they were being treated the same way when they were young. Jealousy is ugly.

4) You cannot talk back or point out anyone’s fault, because if you do, you’re being disrespect and a brat. Just say yes when they nag/scold you, because you are always at fault.

5) When you disobey your sibling(s), they will say “I won’t spoil you anymore! Ask you help also cannot. What for I give you big angpau?” Who’s being the big brat here? Worst of the kind.

6) You can only accept orders, cannot give out orders. They can ask you to do this and that. You’re the youngest, so get used to it and do what they say! Otherwise, you’d receive lots of complaints.

7) The sibling(s) is always suspicious of what you do. They always think you’re the devil, planning something bad behind everyone’s back, rebellious.
8) When you want to follow your sibling(s) to have some fun, they always tell you to wait until you’re older. When you’re older, they will tell you that you can have your own fun.

9) They always think the way you’re being defensive means you’re lying/hiding something. They never think you’re being defensive because you know they won’t believe you or listen to you.

10) They have high expectations of you. You cannot make the same mistakes that your older sibling(s) made, and you must be better than what they achieved. What do they expect? A robot?

11) Your sibling(s) always think your parents are being lenient on you. What they couldn’t do at your age, they expect you cannot do it too. They seem to forget generations change and time flies. Everything cannot remain the same way it is.

12) Your parents and sibling(s) like to compare you with the others. What you’re better at, your sibling(s) say it’s nothing. What you’re worse at, they criticise you. As the Chinese saying goes, “If you compare a human with another human, that human will end up dying!”

13) You touch your sibling(s)’ things, you die. If they touch your things, it’s because they are concerned and want to check whether you’re associated with bad persons. If you want to borrow their things, they can say no. If they want to borrow your things, they just take and if you say ‘no’, they mumbling how stingy/ungrateful you are.

14) When your sibling(s) is in good mood, they are okay. If they’re in bad mood, you’d be the punching bag… be it intentionally or unintentionally.

15) Most of the time, your sibling(s) is forever saying how they took care of you when you were a toddler, or things like that. They would never mention what you did for them.

16) When you want something, you need to wait until the hand-me-downs from your sibling(s) are all worn out. Then you’d be given a new one. If your sibling(s) doesn’t have it, then your parents will buy a new one for you somehow. But then, your sibling(s) will say it’s unfair. Well, your sibling(s) is too blind to see sometimes they have things that you don’t have too.

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I gave you more than ten reasons why it sucks. It may not happen in your household, but it doesn’t mean it’s not true. If you agree somewhat, think again how you treat your younger siblings. We are emotional beings, not robots, not punching bags, not barbie dolls, not puppets. Our brain works perfectly, no matter how tiny/lacking you think it is.

09
Aug

Wish to have more excitements!

By Rei 0 Comments
Categories: >CoMpLaInTssss

AHHHH!!! I don’t understand it! Everyone is so darn busy with something on weekends and even weekdays (don’t count studies/working related stuffs), but why am I so boring?!?!

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I have read tons of stories, countless titles of comics, play many hours of different games… and yet it’s so boring!

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Every time I ask a few friends out, surely kena rejected last minute. First time, I am still chill. Second time, my annoyance level starts to build. Third time, I am getting frustrated! Hey, I am not an outing-maniac and I get my lazy butt up to ask people for outings and what do I get in return?

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This is soooooo frustrating! Now that I am very fed up asking people out… Hearing those same things always make me worse.

~ I have assignments and exams! (Okay, I wait your holiday. When you holiday time, sure there are other stuffs that keep you…)

~ Family day, sorry ya. (Right, I feel good for you)

~ Well, I am on a date. (My bad… Nevermind, I can wait until you don’t have a date with your bf/gf or any of your friend)

~ Sorry, suddenly I have something to do! (I won’t say anything if it is really ‘important’)

~ I am broke… (Who says you must spend >RM10 with me!)

~ My friends already booked me! (Tell me when you’re free then)

~ Urm… I don’t have mood to go out… (That means I make you feel more pathetic, isn’t it!)

~ This time cannot la.. Next time la. (Yeah, sure. You mean the next next year, right?)

And the list doesn’t seem to be ending.

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Just what makes everyone so busy? I thought working life is more busy than study life? Why I look so free then?! Geeeeez…. What I want is just someone to tell me ‘Hey girl, let’s go this ABC place and have fun!’. Is it something too much to ask for?

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T^T

03
Aug

Picking up study… again?

By Rei 0 Comments
Categories: ~PerSOnaL~

Yin Yin asked me study better or working better today. I told her I don’t like studying. Haha. Well, in a way, it’s true. I dislike studying what I have no interest in. Or I shall say, I absolute detest it though some people might still find it bearable.

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Mable kinda invited me to take a degree together with her, saying that having more knowledge is good. It’s not that I disagree, it’s not that I don’t know, it’s not that I don’t appreciate her good intention either. But again, does it worth my time, money and effort… doing something I don’t want to?

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Alright, I seem to have lots of complaints. Haha. Well… let’s start talking about my working life.

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Almost 2 months of working life and time sure flies! I am getting more workload and oddly enough, I seem okay by it. Though of course, sometimes I’d complain about getting tired easily.

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At times I cannot stop myself comparing work and study. With working, you will get endless assignments. Each task given is an assignment itself. Whether it’s short term or long term, you will be assessed by your boss. Your marks depend on how efficient and effective you work on that task. Your grade is shown through promotion/raise in salary.

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Somehow, working is scarier. With each falling grade, your ‘achievement’ will be recorded… even though not black and white, it’s certainly deeply engraved on the minds of those people. In studies, if you fail, you’re given a chance to redo it. In working life, once you fail… you get punished. And the punishment isn’t as simple as when you fail your subject.

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Opps.. since when I start talking scary things? Haha. The purpose of this is just to let you guys know, don’t be too stressed out when studying. It does you no good. Life is too short for you to constantly worry about things like that.

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And don’t start saying things like “Man, your life is so good. I wish to have it too!”. Everyone has gone through so many hardships to get to their lives this day. Who knows others have been envying yours as well? See from different light!

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That’s the end of my input for today. Haha. Tomorrow’s just another day.

23
Jul

Tiring

By Rei 0 Comments
Categories: ~PerSOnaL~

Oh dear… I never imagined I’d be rushing my work… Not related to accounts, nonetheless! Well… but boss wanted us to do it, who would be so clever to deny?

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I was rushing like mad… with no time to check. I must admit, the timing was quite bad. Tuesday and Wednesday are most likely to be my busiest days after work. On Tuesday, I was rushing for this proposal… and the deadline was on the day itself. =_=;;

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After I went back home, my heart was still wondering if my tasks were properly done. Nevertheless, I felt relieved for having to finish the works I was given to. On the next day… just when I was picking up on my accounts job, another proposal was to be done on the day itself (again)! So I was rushing like mad again.

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I only used 20mins for lunch (including walking to the restaurant, which needs a few minutes distance) and then hurried back to continue my work. I felt like the work was becoming more instead of less. O_O Then, my colleagues took a few sections from me and helped me into finishing those.

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I was lucky to have helping hands. Otherwise, I might not be able to meet the deadline. @_@ Anyway… I am very tired and drained today… Haha… Not energetic at all…

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Perhaps I’d post about Andrew’s convocation later… weekends… Lol.

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